I try try try to be positive (??) -- probably the main reason my blog is called RantyMom... since i am so positive, pleasant and just a joy to behold :) and i get struck down my the reality that is my life every time.
Anyway, I digress....so today I see two high level employees posting that they value their membership in our organization and they are paying their membership fees. WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT? Every year when I paid my dues and did outreach to the staff I was told that it's not important for them to pay their membership fees, that they are OBVIOUSLY members and that they shouldn't have to pay.
WOW. I am hurt, angry, pissed and want to smash some of these people in the face right now.
I could really throw up right now.
Off to lick my wounds and do the best I can to let go of this anger. This doesn't affect the people I formerly worked with....it affects me, makes ME unhappy, makes MY heart race and I cannot let them have this power.